This is where we see the beauty of life

even though we are steeped in tragedy.
you will mourn and grieve,
and in your own time
you will come to
realize that though she was meant for you
it is destined to be in some other place.

Though you both wanted to stay together, here
it was the choice of the fates of who stays in the end.

But remember this above all else: she was yours
through and through, and its not "until the end",
because there is no end for things like this.

I think the most important thing you can ever
understand and appreciate was that

For a while she was yours, and you were hers
and that's all one can ever really hope for.

Rain comes

first with that gorgeous smell.
and then with the flood.

but i learned how to swim
and enjoy this paradise
as much as the ducks do.

I think I figured it out

I'm basically the comedic relief
when things around here get too much
when all the "real" players experience
reality.

They quick switch the camera to me
and follow me around, rather than
show their young, charismatic star
at the breaking point.

it's vague until it'sobvious

so i'll just keep my eyes open
and my mouth closed
waiting to watch truth unfold.

enlightment

is one seed at a time
breaking open in the earth
amongst thousands of others.

becoming an open vessel
retrieving the sustenance from the
world around it.

a growing mind.

I don't think it really matters

if i have a soul or not.

because if i do it is clearly able to influence my decisions and moral characteristics.

and if i don't its still apparent that i have some form of a conscious mind and morale fibers that help me to determine what is right and wrong.

so as long as i try to find happiness while keeping other in mind, I am o.k. with whatever ending it comes to. All we are is all we have so we need to make it a time to remember when we felt alive inside.

The question is not whether or not I will die

But will I perceive the next world
the way i perceive this one?