I've always been a competitor

for the soul reason.

and we have demons fight our other demons

so that during the time that we are forgotten in the mess
we can do our laundry.

The same things we use as excuses

as a crutch, to show that we are inconvenienced
are the same things that when people ponder about
the things inconvenience, we pass it off as nothing more
than bug that we can shoo away easily.

I fell asleep for a couple of hours

and the whole world burned down.
how cliche that things keep changing.

there is something greater

than the visible truth.
it is always lying underneath the surface
of what you see, what you read
what people tell you
and it is the emotions that drive the actions
but it is the thoughts that make the actions impure
short sighted, instead of all encompassing.
messages are lost, people are lost.

My beliefs

I do not mean this in a disrespectful way. But I have looked at the evidence, and inside of me, I do not believe that the bible was factual. And that's just what I believe. I'm not trying to make anyone else believe that the bible isn't real. If you believe the bible is real, then that's great. As long as you have thought it through for yourself, in any form of procedure, and you have decided that the bible is truth, than I am proud of you for having a path.

I do believe the bible has a great message. Above all I would still say that the life of jesus is the greatest love story ever told. It is the most pure form of romance. To say that you are willing to die for the ones you love shows that you believe every man and woman forms a greater unity of one being, and that when given the choice between self and others, you are willing to humble yourself and understand that as long as someone lives on, it doesn't have to be you.

Anyway those are my interpretations, not that I expect anyone to read this, but if you do please don't leave me a comment because i'm not having a discussion about this.

all the people i know

and all the people i've only met
they are that way for a reason.
i know them each a different way
for a reason. because i am not you
and you are not me, and our perspectives
are skewed by the fragments we know
ignorant to the entirety.

its meant to be this way so that your fragments
and slices fit the puzzle, the final cog to turn the gears.