Just so you know.

"I gave it up for you. In spite of myself.
I changed myself not because I was ashamed of that part of me. But because I was ashamed of the fact that you were ashamed of me for having that part of me. And the only logical thing to do without hurting you was to change that part of me. But it hurts doing so."

I hope you understand why I walk
a little slower these days.
Its because the poison is slowly spreading,
the poison that comes alive when it is awakened by the sound
of our denying ourselves for the sakes of others.

How the evil of the mind try to hide the spirit. But the spirit speaks
and the truth seeks. And I don't know how much longer I can pretend to be
something I'm not.